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A gal who can be quiet and noisy at times... Looking forward to our new journey with our lil precious... ♥
♥ Wednesday, November 4, 2009 ♥
had a really big scare tis afternoon.. had just came out of toilet and sat down on my seat when i felt something gushed out.. immediately went to the toilet n saw a 50cent coin size of red spotting and i mean fresh red.. not the usual brown spotting which may occur during 1st trimester.
i really freaked out and asked for urgent leave to go KKH 24hrs clinic.. called my sis and she rushed down from her office to wait for mi at KKH. met up my sis n went to the 24hrs clinic.. really crowded in there.. the red spotting doesn't seems to stopped n i couldn't stop tinking of the worst n cried, coz it's a day fm the 1st anniversary of my 2nd miscarriage. it would be really cruel if i were to miscarriage again and same date a year apart. i confirm will go bonkers and break-down!! my sis encouraged me to stay positive for bb. finally after an hrs wait, i got to see the gynea on duty called Dr. Janice Chin. she asked me the usual questions on last menses date and miscarriage history. then she did a vagina scan for me and said that there is fetal pole. it really was a relieve to see bb's heartbeat but i was still worried abt the red spotting.
tis Dr. Chin was really direct, hate her to the core lor!! i asked her for progesterone jab and she said if bb is meant to be lost, no matter what we do also wun help. but she will still let me have the jab if i insist. then she said 1st trimester bb is own it's own, nothing can help one.. oni 2nd tri onwards when bb is link to mummy den taking medicine works. really b*tch lor!!! hope i wun see her ever again!!!!
asked her for 1/2day MC and she said it's either 1 day MC or time chat, refused to give hospitalisation leave coz i was not warded. WTH!!! my previous 2 gyneas Dr. Adelina Wong and Dr. Adrian Woodworth can give hospitalisation leave when i told them i've used up all my MC. so i told her just give one day, but will apply only 1/2day fm work since i went off after 1pm. really hope the red spotting stops soon n bb be healthy!!
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